[ Istredd doesn't bother being critical of that part of his situation, because it is simple fact, and there is no way it can be changed. Stephen would be horrified if he ever heard about the students turned into eels. And Istredd would agree it's horrifying. His world is a dark and cruel place a lot of the time. ]
The source that we draw upon requires a give and take of energy. There is balance in how you learn to channel it. If you are untrained, Chaos can take your lifeforce in exchange for your magic, killing the user. It happens accidentally sometimes, that's why they get us as early as possible. Many students start out resenting their situation, but eventually, you learn to make peace with it. Magic itself can be a worthwhile reward.
I assume that is not what it is like in your world.
[No, he would not find it a very comfortable notion, being turned into an eel. Kamar-Taj wasn't perfect, of course, but he does not recall anyone being transformed into something non-human as a result of being a... not ideal student.
After all, the same would have happened to him, then, once upon a time.]
No. I had to go looking to get trained in magic, not the other way around. And even then, they didn't want me at first.
Magic is dangerous if someone uses it recklessly, of course. But "untrained" doesn't necessarily mean dangerous in my world, it just means someone has untapped potential, or they need to practice controlling what comes naturally to them. Some people have the innate talent for it, and probably go their whole lives without knowing.
There's more than one type of magic, of course. Mine's called Eldritch magic.
[ After a beat, he reminds himself that not everyone likes bluntness, but to be fair, Stephen did start this exchange of information about their magic. He put that information out there, so it is going to be questioned. ]
We learn many types, but we have preferences. I lean toward being a psionic mage. You saw my illusion-making at the ball. I am strong in telekinesis and telepathy, although I try to be exceptionally respectful with the latter.
[ It would explain why it seemed so easy to him. He hid their cards and even hid them from the room so they could talk privately and work on the cards together, an illusion cast in only seconds and almost perfect in presentation. But anyone who has been doing it for over sixty years would have it that strong. He also learned from the greatest illusionist in the Brotherhood, like it or not. And he mentions the telepathy because his mentor used it very improperly. Violently, at times. He likes to be honest.]
Because I was kind of an asshole, if I'm to be honest with you. I was arrogant, and I wanted to learn magic for all the wrong reasons. I'm lucky they ended up taking me in at all. But Kamar-Taj taught me plenty of life lessons I should have picked up long before then. I owe a lot to my old master.
[As for explanation of Istredd's magic, well. That's fascinating. It reminds him a little bit of Wanda's abilities, or at least a branch of them that deals with illusions and manipulations of the mind. when does Istredd get to meet my psionic character huh]
Telepathy? That's impressive, and it's good of you to practice boundaries. I imagine it's an easy line to cross otherwise.
Eldritch magic is varied in uses and how it even manifests. But it's often defined by casting using specific hand gestures, and the sort of magical energy it exudes. Think lots of warm light, lots of mandalas. I'm due to show you sometime.
It seems as if you both ended up getting what you wanted.
[ Stephen and his master, whoever that was. Humility for one, an excellent student for the other. Istredd hates his mentor so it's always interesting hearing about healthier versions of that bond. ]
It is, I have very strong mental wards and defenses, and part of them are specifically to keep me from accidentally reading other people. Otherwise it's uncomfortable in general.
[ Not only because he wants to be good and not intrusive, but also, exhausting to have minds talking to him too much. While mages back home rarely have to worry about that, most of them focus more on their own gifts or preferences, he went heavily into that area. Istredd could likely read a great many minds in this very building, whether intentionally or not, so this helps keep him from it. ]
I would love to see it. Have you found it easy to transition to using some Abraxan magic? It is astounding to me how easy much of it is.
[Stephen is nothing but blunt at least ninety percent of the time.]
Not what I wanted, at least. What I needed. Your powers, though... Do you mean uncomfortable for the person whose mind is being read, or the other way around?
[He tilts a smile at Istredd's admission that Abraxan magic has been easy for him.]
Some of it comes to me pretty naturally. But I'm the "burn the candle at both ends" kind of guy. Stay up all night reading and studying, that sort of thing. So I don't know if I'm a good baseline to compare to. I've been mostly studying the healing magicks of this world, too. Might as well keep my title as "doctor" relevant.
Uncomfortable for me. It's not as if I want to pick up on average thoughts everywhere I go, and when people think loudly, it's not always for good reasons. They would be unlikely to notice if I heard it.
[ It isn't a criticism that the magic is easy, if anything it has made adjustments to using all forms of magic simpler. ]
I am the same way. But I've been a master of our magic for decades, and it is interesting to supplement. For instance, fire is a very difficult form of Chaos to control because it is inherently more chaotic. But here the spells are as simple as anything else. That has been a pleasant adjustment.
I will remember you are a healer, it probably will come in handy some day. And you were one before?
Pleasant from an intellectual standpoint, I'm sure. It's almost a shame evidence points to those who return home as not having memories of this place. All this knowledge, just gone 'poof' one day.
[Assuming that he returns to his earth someday, preferably on the heels of solving this Singularity problem. God, he hopes so.]
That's right. I was a surgeon that specialized on the human nervous system, to be specific.
Yes that is a very curious reality. How is it that our bodies and minds remain there continuing life while we are here? Does this version of us die the moment we disappear, as we do not exist in the original timeline? Grim, perhaps, but probably accurate.
Oh a formal medic, not a magical healer. I suppose you haven't had as much reason to use those skills here.
Pretty grim, but definitely one of the possibilities. But timelines are messy business. It could be that we're just placed right back where we belong, in a reality where we never were supposed to leave. And the past that we were supposed to experience fills in the details for us.
Not yet, anyway. Here's hoping that I won't ever need a reason. Not that I mind acting as a general practitioner if I'm ever needed.
Perhaps, it does seem strange that people will return, have no memory of this place, and then come back and suddenly have the memories. I'm not certain what that means according to the spell, but we don't have the spell to look at the details.
[ Istredd would love to see the spell, thanks. ]
I assume you come from a place where a medic isn't one step above a herbalist. Our world is what others here consider 'old-fashioned' to say the least. People can easily die from an infected cut.
No, medically, my Earth's more advanced than that. I'm not saying you still can't die from an infected wound, but we're still steps ahead of germ theory, for instance.
I worked at a hospital. You could think of it as a center devoted to treating sick or injured individuals, with multiple storeys, rooms, and ideally, the ample access to medicines and treatments needed for both general and more specific ailments.
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He has sense enough not to write that much back, else he sound critical of Istreddβs situation.]
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The source that we draw upon requires a give and take of energy. There is balance in how you learn to channel it. If you are untrained, Chaos can take your lifeforce in exchange for your magic, killing the user. It happens accidentally sometimes, that's why they get us as early as possible. Many students start out resenting their situation, but eventually, you learn to make peace with it. Magic itself can be a worthwhile reward.
I assume that is not what it is like in your world.
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After all, the same would have happened to him, then, once upon a time.]
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[ After a beat, he reminds himself that not everyone likes bluntness, but to be fair, Stephen did start this exchange of information about their magic. He put that information out there, so it is going to be questioned. ]
We learn many types, but we have preferences. I lean toward being a psionic mage. You saw my illusion-making at the ball. I am strong in telekinesis and telepathy, although I try to be exceptionally respectful with the latter.
[ It would explain why it seemed so easy to him. He hid their cards and even hid them from the room so they could talk privately and work on the cards together, an illusion cast in only seconds and almost perfect in presentation. But anyone who has been doing it for over sixty years would have it that strong. He also learned from the greatest illusionist in the Brotherhood, like it or not. And he mentions the telepathy because his mentor used it very improperly. Violently, at times. He likes to be honest.]
What is Eldritch like?
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[As for explanation of Istredd's magic, well. That's fascinating. It reminds him a little bit of Wanda's abilities, or at least a branch of them that deals with illusions and manipulations of the mind.
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It seems as if you both ended up getting what you wanted.
[ Stephen and his master, whoever that was. Humility for one, an excellent student for the other. Istredd hates his mentor so it's always interesting hearing about healthier versions of that bond. ]
It is, I have very strong mental wards and defenses, and part of them are specifically to keep me from accidentally reading other people. Otherwise it's uncomfortable in general.
[ Not only because he wants to be good and not intrusive, but also, exhausting to have minds talking to him too much. While mages back home rarely have to worry about that, most of them focus more on their own gifts or preferences, he went heavily into that area. Istredd could likely read a great many minds in this very building, whether intentionally or not, so this helps keep him from it. ]
I would love to see it. Have you found it easy to transition to using some Abraxan magic? It is astounding to me how easy much of it is.
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[He tilts a smile at Istredd's admission that Abraxan magic has been easy for him.]
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[ It isn't a criticism that the magic is easy, if anything it has made adjustments to using all forms of magic simpler. ]
I am the same way. But I've been a master of our magic for decades, and it is interesting to supplement. For instance, fire is a very difficult form of Chaos to control because it is inherently more chaotic. But here the spells are as simple as anything else. That has been a pleasant adjustment.
I will remember you are a healer, it probably will come in handy some day. And you were one before?
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[Assuming that he returns to his earth someday, preferably on the heels of solving this Singularity problem. God, he hopes so.]
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Oh a formal medic, not a magical healer. I suppose you haven't had as much reason to use those skills here.
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[ Istredd would love to see the spell, thanks. ]
I assume you come from a place where a medic isn't one step above a herbalist. Our world is what others here consider 'old-fashioned' to say the least. People can easily die from an infected cut.
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